that awkward moment

when your boyfriend completely wants nothing to do with you and doesnt care abt your feelings



yet stays with you and continues to be full of shit :D

and youre too fucking stupid to leave

this was adam last night xD

this was adam last night xD

reblog if you’re a connecticunt or a masshole.

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Oh shit…

Oh shit…

Sooo i feel like a dick.

I PROPOSED smoking as an option of something to do tonight. And I told him i might not actually want to, it’s just an idea. Yet, he goes and gets all excited abt it and posts all over fb and tumblr and w/e that hes gonna smoke tonight and its gonna be so much fun n shit.

So. Now that im here and i dont rly smoke i feel like an asshole and ik i shouldnt bc i made it clear that it was a MAYBE.

I just hate when he gets all excited over potential happenings and then i decide i dont want to. Ugh. should i feel bad? or am i just overly empathetic..?

Time to go to work

My eyes are super tired, I woke up feeling like crap, and my stomach hurts real bad. Today’s gonna be a greattttt day :/

I’m trying really really hard to fix things

I’m so sick of flipping out and getting upset over everything. I told myself I’d never become this and I have. I’m so disappointed in myself and I’m done. I want to change, I really really do. I’ve already kept my mouth shut a bunch of times when I would normally say something stupid and start a fight. Sure, I’ve slipped up a couple times, but I’ve been catching myself early on rather than letting it go on and get bad.

I’m not perfect. I still get mad a lot, but at least I’m riding it out in a healthy way rather than cutting or smoking or drinking or taking it out on my boyfriend. I spend a little more gas lately since driving makes me feel better, but if that’s what it takes to help me control myself and my relationship a little better, then so be it.

omgg every time! I’m like wow i look cute today :] i should get a pic of this
*click* no *click* no *click* no *click* no *click* no >.<
And then when you finally do get a good pic it still doesnt do justice to how cute you actually look in real life lol

omgg every time! I’m like wow i look cute today :] i should get a pic of this

*click* no *click* no *click* no *click* no *click* no >.<

And then when you finally do get a good pic it still doesnt do justice to how cute you actually look in real life lol

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